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Tuesday, 13 January 2009

Currently
The Ritual
By Testament
Return to Serenity
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Right. So I’m back. Didn’t think I’d be seeing this blog again after realizing what childish emo bull I had started spewing after having begun writing here. I was such a child haha. And now I’ve been asked to add another entry in here for God-knows-what reason. No harm, I guess. This one’s for you, gothic hippie.

So a lot has changed since I last wrote. I’d like to think of myself as a far more mature person than I used to be. My friends have changed, I’ve lost dear ones and found amazing new ones. My life seems to have altered course, I’m living on a deadline and I’ve got a lot more things to think/worry about now.

On the musical front, I’ve been listening to a far more eclectic selection of genres, trying to be more experimental than before. Indian classical, techno, psychedelic trance, world, jazz/metal fusion, indie bands etc. Band work is picking up again as well. I had my first recording session with Azoth a while back. I’ve been jamming with other people too. Nakul’s gonna be playing live at this year’s Campus Rock Idols. Sucks I wont be there to watch.

Academics are going alright as always. Nothing mind-blowing, but considering the amount of time I spend with books, and the fact that the two people I used to hang out with most of the time both dropped out, I’m just happy that I’m still around.

Oh and I met my missing puzzle piece. Im happy and sad. Life works in strange ways.

That’s all for now.

Friday, 25 January 2008

Currently Listening
Cruel Melody
By Black Light Burns
I am Where it Takes Me
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Need more sleep need more sleep need more sleep.

Wanton was yum. Can't believe its shutting down. Good memories there. Gah.

Wanted to stay with the rest, but damn, the curiosity about Organic Coke got the better of me. Lol. Funny taste. Like fizzy grape juice or something. Anyway, definitely going there again. Love the ambience of that place. Studying there would be nice.

Barbeque at night. There were a lot of people. Mixed reactions about the whole thing. Praveen was there and Neelesh too, so I was pre-occupied.

Finally went to Liquid Cafe with Sash. Nice place, that. Five minutes from our place and we never even tried checking it out until tonight. Stupid. Probably our next hang-out spot.

Hah. Got a buyer for my PSP. Love the thing, so I'm feeling a bit sad, but hey. Getting me a Slim n Light now. Muhaha.

Damn, we were like.. 10 all over again. I can't believe we were making paper airplanes and trying to fly them around the hall. Haha. Best part of the day. My loop-de-loop plane wins first place. Never failed me.

Gotta wake up at 7:30. Crap.

Wednesday, 23 January 2008

Currently Listening
Whoracle
By In Flames
Jotun
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Been awake for 39 hours straight. Didn't even realize it until my roomie mentioned it to me a while back. Seems a bit scary now that i do. Feeling good. Well, i'm not feeling anything. Thats good. Dunno how much longer i can stay awake but i gotta try out my new MGS game for the PSP before i hit the sack. Hope i wont drop dead.

Tuesday, 22 January 2008

Currently Listening
Focus
By Cynic
Endless Endeavours
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Past few days were important. They went by quickly.

Dream Theater made me realise a lot of things.

Intimidated by interaction. I'm drowning despite my best efforts.

I'm the bad guy now? Karma, my friend. Always comes back to bite you. I cant ever hate you, but someday you'll hate yourself for me.

I may be thick, but thats too big a sign even for me. They decided, I obliged. I try sorting it out again, the blame shall fall on me. So be it. Time to drift.

I, for one, am not afraid to change. And that I did. My sentiments remain the same.

I love my new laptop.

Sunday, 13 January 2008

Currently Listening
Wolfheart
By Moonspell
Of Dream and Drama
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Interesting day. Met Ivan and Alison after months. Did some assignment stuff with friends. Had a very interesting conversation with Mark on the bus, about social life here. Explained a whole lot that I initially found perplexing. About the way people behave, about motivations.
Detachment. Don’t know how people do it, but I really need to detach myself. From everything. I don’t need anything getting in my way.

Be quick, Ms. Vampire. The sooner the better, you know that.
Waiting for Saturday haha. Gotta be creative.